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Back To Me

by Ella Karen

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A song about difficult memories resurfacing. CW: sexual assault, rape.

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Oh it’s coming back to me
Yeah back to me, yeah yeah
Oh I can finally see
What they did to me, yeah yeah

l'm lying in a bed untouched stayin up til one feeling so undone and
Oh it’s coming back to me yeah back to me, yeah yeah

Flashback, flash slow, a tentative no, but you don’t listen baby
You lie over me, to me, it’s a choice when you’re not listening

I won’t blame myself again
I have got to learn to trust again

Oh it’s coming back to me
Yeah back to me, yeah yeah
Oh I can finally see
What they did to me, yeah yeah

Can’t get in the zone, a definitive no but you keep on thrusting your snake and
you know when it bites, the venom that’s inside will try to kill me slowly

I won’t blame myself again
I am a fucking survivor

Oh it’s coming back to me
Yeah back to me, yeah yeah
Oh I can finally see
What they did to me, yeah yeah

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released March 20, 2021

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Ella Karen Scotland, UK

Singer/songwriter from Edinburgh. I produce songs about mental health and recovery.

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