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Strange

from BLUE by Ella Karen

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A song about feel out of place, anxious, depressed and 'strange'.

CW: disassociation, anxiety, mental health relapse, depression

lyrics

I'm just a little bit
tired of living inside my mind
when will it all be clear?

I count the d-days down since I last relapsed
I can't relax I fear the big sad is here.

Ba da da da da da dum
I'm ready please sedate me
Ba da da da da da dum
I'm trying please just help me.

It's a strange
little world, I try to exist in
I'm a strange
little girl, but maybe I can save me
maybe I can save me
maybe I can save me
maybe I can save me
mmmm
we're all strange
universe, why can't you hear me?

I'm just a little bit
mad with myself,
I could've had some better teenage years.

I mumble through c-conversations
I try to open-up but the wolves are growing near.

Ba da da da da da dum
I'm ready please sedate me
Ba da da da da da dum
I'm trying please just help me.

It's a strange
little world, I try to exist in
I'm a strange
little girl, but maybe I can save me
maybe I can save me
maybe I can save me
maybe I can save me
mmmm
we're all strange
universe, why can't you hear me?

'Cause I'm tongue-tied,
stuck inside, but I'm
ready for another way,
to face this.

'Cause my head's high
I'll oblige, work
until my hands are dry,
I can do this.

'Cause I'm tongue-tied,
stuck inside, but I'm
ready for another way,
to face this.

'Cause my head's high
I'll oblige, work
until my hands are dry,
I can do this.

It's a strange
little world, I try to exist in
I'm a strange
little girl, but maybe I can save me
maybe I can save me
maybe I can save me
maybe I can save me
mmmm
we're all strange
universe, why can't you hear me?

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from BLUE, released May 11, 2020

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Ella Karen Scotland, UK

Singer/songwriter from Edinburgh. I produce songs about mental health and recovery.

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