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Trouble

from BLUE by Ella Karen

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About relapsing with mental health issues and finding a way to commit to recovery once again.

CW: depression, depressive episodes, mental health relapse

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Falling down, down, out of the ship
waiting for the tide, to pick me up again
I listened once, I listened twice, but still I keep on drowning
just waiting on some good advice.

Want to believe, I have a future
but I'm lying to myself, I will be fine.

Is this it? or am I in trouble?
lost my mind, once again
can I break through bad habits?
lost my mind, twice again.

Crawling out, out, of this mess
waiting for someone to help me up again
I relapsed once, I relapsed twice, but still I keep on trying
just waiting on some good advice.

Want to believe, I have a future
but still I'm lying to myself, I will be fine.

Is this it? or am I in trouble?
lost my mind, once again
can I break, through bad habits?
lost my mind, twice again.
(and again, and again, and again, mmmmm)

Holding promises is hard,
need to do this for myself
I can't see a clear path
need to make my way through this storm.

Holding promises is hard,
need to do this for myself
I can't see a clear path
need to make my way through this storm.

Is this it? or am I in trouble?
lost my mind, once again
can I break, through bad habits?
lost my mind, twice again.

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from BLUE, released May 11, 2020

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Ella Karen Scotland, UK

Singer/songwriter from Edinburgh. I produce songs about mental health and recovery.

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